Silence.

Posted by Steve Hanna on September 29th, 2008 filed in Random Tags: accident, art, crutches ARGH!, google, prelims, research, run over, school

I wish I had a break after my long spring semester, summer at google and never ending prelim studying. Instead of relaxing, my foot got run over by a car last Tuesday and this has introduced so many more needless complications into my life. I won’t be driving anywhere, going on climbing trips, taking photo walks or riding my bike any time soon. This was the time that was supposed to offer me solace for all the time I committed to studying. Even though I passed, it all seems lackluster at this point. A few months on crutches or sitting in a wheelchair sounds just awful to me but it looks like that is the way it’s going to be. There has to be a silver lining somewhere, but trying to find happiness in losing months of my life isn’t an easy task. Excuse this revealing post, but I feel so burdened right now. I haven’t even figured out how I’ll get groceries or do laundry on a regular basis. It will pass, things will get better, I just wish that I were already there. I haven’t even figured out if I can still see Sigur Ros this Friday.

This will probably be my last post for a while. Not that my accident has affected my blogging ability, it just doesn’t feel the same anymore. I think the best thing for me right now is to just sit here in silence for a while.